Thursday, October 31 
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went out with char today.
dam fun. and ended up not watching sweet home alabama.
no more seats. all front row left.



bought m ( p h o s i s slippers again!!
both of us.
and after that i said better never decide to watch sweet home alabama cause i'm broke.
haha. even though it doesn't make sense. :/



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actually, it's good as, as soon we reached town, we met up with ashley.
char was supposed to get the 50bucks from her and in the end,
we ended up spending most of the time with her.
and i ended up not going holland v with yingzhi, jas and stephie.
cause i just didn't have that..
"i want to go holland v feeling!!"
yea. :/



SORRY YINGZHI!! :(



ok. i'm feeling funny tonight.
plenty of thoughts going through my mind.
and some feelings i really want to get rid of. :/




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@ 5:07:00 AM  
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frrrrrrrrrreakkk!!! my blog's so darn ugly!! :(


i'm sad.


want someone to help. :(




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crazy..




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it's halloween!! :D


saw some kids downstairs all dressed up!!
those cute lil things...




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 Wednesday, October 30 
@ 2:54:00 AM  
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i just remembered what i'm so excited and looking forward to !!!!!!!!!!!!!!


hahaha.... -cheeky look-


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CHARMED AND SMALL VILLE
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my Kristin Kreuk !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and ALYSSA MILANO!!!!!!!!!!!
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@ 2:13:00 AM  
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haha.

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FAYE:: !!!! haha. i'm NOT mean for one thing.. and.. i'm NOT MEAN! hrmpphfffff. and it's really short. hah. hah. and.. i really wish karib will stumble upon here.. mm.. mm.. mm.. hahaha. i really love this fat tighs, and his really beautifalllll specs. so beeeg!! so niceee!!! lol. little humppy DUMPPY!! haha. :P


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today, went school with 0 bucks!!!!!
and after a minimum of 10 cents per game, (most was 20 cents [we're all broke people fyoi!!])
they lended me money first..
then paid them off whatever i earned..


guess what!!!
i got a total of 2.50!!!!
until.. i became the banker for one fucking ass game and lost one whole buck. :(
so now.. only left with 1.50.
but it's still good!!


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mans. what a way to earn money!!!!!!! :D


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ok. bad bad bad news we all got today.
i'm sad.
and it's really funny how i'm not even close to her.
i think i'm weird. but..
i really miss her!!!!!!!!!!!!! :(
haii..




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 Tuesday, October 29 
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ATTENTION KC PEOPLE!!! THIS IS A MUSTMUST!!!! SEE!!!!!!!! (including the karib tuition people too) hehheh. trust me. it would be a TOTAL waste if you don't go and check it out. c'mon!! lets all give him our support. hahaha. :P (click below)


KASAN KARIB




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 Monday, October 28 
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wahh. fucking susan lim sucks.
:(
just because dumb, dumb, DUMB!!!! me thought there was pe today and wore the fucking pe tee,
she made me, and all those who wore run 3 whole fucking rounds!
it made me high..
and later..
very, very weak.
couldn't really support myself.
:/


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today was a total waste of time in school.
don't even want to talk about it.
it makes me weak..


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and after we were released,
didn't want to go anywhere but home cause weak me felt dam weak and not supportable.
but, ended up eating lunch,
and then, a movie.
damm. i'm wasting too much money on movies!!!
altogether..
33.5 bucks!!!
(excluding the popcorn, etc)


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i'm terribly broke.


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plus, i'm gonna watch sweet home alabama!!!!! ...
on thurs.

more, MORE!!! money..
broke..
sad.. :(




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 Friday, October 25 
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watched RED DRAGON today!!!!
with char.



char: really really had a great time!! :)


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the show's dam disgusting i tell you..
both of us were giggling (during the first part of the movie cause of the stupid stuff we were doing), and screaming, and jerking and squeezing each others hands like crazy until it kind of stuck, together?
haha.

but the shows just dam fucking ass nice.
-reccomended by me-
heh. ok. i feel like watching it again.
dumb me didn't get some parts.
-woops. shoves away-


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went for training late again.
i mean, DIDN'T end up going cause reached there too late.
just went bowling after that.


nothing much really happened today.
oh wells, very lazy to type anyways. :P




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 Thursday, October 24 
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i really really want to get promoted. even if it means studying whole year long next year. i really wouldn't mind if they just push me up next year for the first month and see how i fair.. and if i still don't do well, i don't mind getting demoted back to sec3. i really really wish i can have the chance. that very ONE chance. i'd do almost anything for it. just don't want to get fuckin` retained mans..




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@ 7:21:00 AM  
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× maybe some people just shouldn't be trusted ×

i think it'd be better off not talked about especially here.


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ok. fucking screwed up my exams.
and there's just too much to elaborate on.
ms heng says i'm comfirm gonna retain.
fuck it.
i just keep trying to get my mind off it.
to get off everything.
but the fact that i'm gonna get retained etc just keeps coming back to my head.
everything just leads and links back to studies.
EVERYTHING.

i go out to watch movies and it still comes back to me.
for example,
watched changing lanes today.
stephie and yingzhi said that the show reminds them of R&J cause it's only 2 days.
`cept that r&j lasts for 3 days.

can't run away mans.
and watched demi-haunted yesterday.
a total waste of my money. haii..




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bought wanton today.
got totally squashed.
with it's meat coming out for some.
but it's raw ones though..

and during the movie,
that crazy jaslyn & stephie were crazy i tell you!!!
they took one of my wantons, (before they were squashed)
and "cooked" it in the COKE,
and ATE it!!
gosh.
they're totally retarded.
anyway, it tasted dam bad. haha.

and during lunch,
they had a cheese-burger-eating competiton.
bought 2 each.
i bought 1 only. wasn't hungry neither was i feeling too well.
so they just ate la.
and jaslyn and stephie went to buy 1 more cheese burger each to compete.
they left abit of the burger to challenge.
and had to finish before 1 minute.
the clock was ticking. we made them laugh.
they almost couldn't make it but,..
JASLYN WON!! 50+ seconds. then came in steph. :P


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yesterday, when i reached home, it was 5+
then watched tv till i fell asleep.
when i woke up at 7+, I remembered dreaming of MY RESULTS!!
gosh. so when to my bed, replied messages and went back to sleep.
woke up at 9.
on-ed the heater and went to my mother's bed (no idea why too)
and slept till 720.
bathed, and talked to ziyi.
then remembered there's charmed!!!
-rushed to the tv-
and watched. and ate tuna+bread+coke+ ...
then decided to watch SMALLVILLE cause i thought it looked nice when i first saw the ad.
didn't know it was the first episode mans.
thought i was lost until i found out. haha.
anyway, IT'S DAM FUCKING NICE!!!!!!!!!!
and the girl's damdamdamdam chio !!!!!!!!!!
can just lick the tv screen of something mans.
haii..
some people are just born pretty.
and it's sad to know you're NOT one of them. :/


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also, i kinda dread going for training tomorrow.
people are gonna ask for results and i'm gonna get all sad and weepy again..
don't want to.
urgh. luckily i got serene to company me.
sucks. the club people are just so dam ass fucking smart.
haii.. one was even complaining that she got 75 and couldn't stop talking about it.
urgh. need to shut her trapp mans. :/




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 Tuesday, October 22 
@ 8:12:00 AM  
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i keep forgetting there's school tomorrow!!
dammit!!




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American Pie Quiz @ Malandi.org

i don't know.. didn't like the results i got. chose. -woops-


Six Feet Under Quiz @ Malandi.org

?!


10 Things I Hate About You Quiz @ Malandi.org

no.....!!


Center Stage Quiz @ Malandi.org

determined?? maybe when it comes to certain things i supposed? :/


Cruel Intentions Quiz @ Malandi.org

-opens eyes widely- this can't be...!!!!!!!!! but what the heck. she's god dammit beautiful. :D -drools-

Charlie's Angels Quiz @ Malandi.org

wow...


Romy & Michele Quiz @ Malandi.org

bossy!?


The Sweetest Thing Quiz @ Malandi.org

wow.. never expected such results..


Star Quiz @ Malandi.org

weird..




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@ 7:33:00 AM  
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oh. DURH! i'm like, totally sweet!! hahaha. :P

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of course... i'm born to me mean, to be EVIL!!! i love it. muahahaha!!! :P

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hahaha. like i say, i'm sweet!!!!!!! :D

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why oh why...

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wow. really?

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fuck fuck fuck.
totally screwed up ALL my grades.
have seriously never ever EVER seen such horrible grades my whole fucking life.
am about to smack my head but i learned today that if you hit your head reallyreally hard you loose don't know how much, (but it's just a whole dam lot) of braincells.
and i'm already lacking of it.

haii... anyway, went alicia's house today.
pigged out a whole lot.
dam fun.
went swimming!! :)

after that went for training.
i knew i couldn't train cause it was too late.
ends at 730 see.
and reached there at 7.
so i just wore my costume inside and didn't bring my poolbouy and handpaddles.
felt like swimming dam badly cause it was so freaking hot!!
(i cycled there see)
was talking to them from 7 to 715
and at 715,
i just took off my slippers, top and shorts and just jumped in!!!
:P fwah. dam suang.. :)

anyway, you know sweat makes wounds more painful right?
so since i cycled there, i perspiered (?)
and it hurt my wound. how i got it? (very funny way though..)

xiaoyun jumped into the life-saving float? you know? the round one.. like a lolipop?
yes. and i wanted to jump. first attempt,
+FAILED+
didn't dare.
second try.
xiaoyun kept saying that if she could, i could and blahblahblah.
so i did. and when i jumped in,
was so scared, screamed like a mad woman and hit my hand and the side.
it hurt a little..
but i thought it was nothing.

o well.. pretty dumb huh. :/



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o. and shit!
i didn't watch bachelor last night!!
was too tired and dropped in bed.
:(

before that went carreFOUR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
anyway, besides the wonderful shopping, there was something..
something....
...

and now i know how Rachel and Ross (especially Rachel) felt when she saw Janice's baby.
i saw this somewhat like natradown (?) (the hunch back of ... the one with the hunchback..) guy. boy. in the trolly.
i was looking at the row of maggie mee.
and...
..
like Rachel said,
...
" IT REALLY TAKES YOUR BREATH AWAY DOESN'T IT? "

YES!!
it's the FIRST time i've felt this way i tell you..
when i saw that "boy" ..
for a second, i couldn't BREATHE!
and it's for real..
my heart also stopped beating for a second there..

that thing really does wonders i tell you..

@@ -kok, wide, beeeeg.. eyes.-



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o. and i forgot to mention..

had a really weird dream again last night.
dreamt that i missed charmed and got dam fuckin` pissed when xiaoyun was telling me the story..
and manymany more!!

could only remember in the morning though..
now,.. my mind's filled with other stuff. :/




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 Monday, October 21 
@ 3:18:00 AM  
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oh my god! oh my god!!!
how could i ever ever forgot? !!!!!
-smacks head MANYMANY!!-

saw this fucking cute guy on the bus..
was grinning away to himself when i walked pass.
well.. was happy that that happened anyway.
yes. he carries this v2 (again..?!!) bag.
black color (as in the center)
with a S.O.S badge on it. :) and his u is dark brown all the way.
with collar and long pants.
looks like he's from ny (again..) to me lah.
yes. not sure thoughh.. :/

and just before i alighted,
looked at him again.
looks like the younger version of utt.
don't look at me like that.
've never liked utt ok..
but he doesn't have such long, gross hair like utt.
(no offence to those who like utt) :P
yes. yes yes!!! sososo hot. haii.. but doubt his name starts with a J.
lol.




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by the way,
why is everyone's first reaction to the show,
MR DEEDS,
"DAM funny!!"
or something like that??

my first reaction is DAM nice or DAMMM sweet.

haii.. sweetsweet show. sad and funny too larhs.

mans. :/




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there's the bachelor tonight!!
looks passable.
might catch it. maybe. if i remember that is.. :)




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games carnival is over!
over over over!
havoctic (?) day.

played carrom and table tennis!!
haha. played 2 games for carrom.
first one played with yingzhi against michelle and wendy from 3hope.
and the second one with jolene against the 3d people.
i must say.. they're really "good"!! haha.
beat both of them down down down!! >P
and i mean both classes!!

first game i shot in one. (only. but still.. it's one)
and yingzhi shot in one too i think. did she?
anyway, yes. i think they didn't shoot in any if i'm not wrong.

and for the second game i shot in 2!
marvellous i must say.
i'm proud of myself.
i mean, after the experience in sec one..
thought i would never see myself playing carrom again.
but i must say.. i am wrong. wronged!!!
i actually play quite well. hahahahahahaaaa.
-whatever- ok.


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played table tennis.
it was really bad? i must say..
played singles against audrey ong.
fwah.
she dam pro leh.
when i shoot out and up up and away from the table,
'fwah!' she catches it practically every time!!
well, the score was...
the score was..
was..
...
8 2
:(

and the other one was another table tennis freak.
the diligence one. xin. xin... yi? yi something? or xin something or was it lin?
whatever her name was.. yes.
she beat me.
9 1.
basket.
all the humiliation!!
rushes up to me.. -bleah- and it just keeps rushing!!


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we pigs, (audrey, jolene, yingzhi and i) went canteen around 9+, 10+
to get some drink.
i was the one who made them stay to eat cause i was really hungry.
they didn't want. then sudden'y yingzhi changed her mind and bought a plate of yi mian (?)
all 4 of us shared.
of course it obviously wasn't enough for me. and yingzhi. etc.
so i went to buy another plate. shared with audrey.
she was thirsty. so went to get another cup of ice milo.
yingzhi went to buy a bowl of soup from the orange bowl and jolene went to buy another plate of mian.
but 50 cents one. haha.
then after that, she and audrey went to buy 2 bowls of soup.
yingzhi couldn't and didn't finish her share of soup so i finished her leftovers.
we were still hungry.
and when jolene and audrey went to buy their soup,
i and yingzhi were still hungry and went to buy 2 more plates of mian.
all plates were clean. except for yingzhi's last plate.
haha. how pig????
so in total, we bought 5 plates of mian, 4 drinks, and 3 bowls of soup.
and surprisingly, we didn't puke.

jolene was too full for a second she couldn't breathe or something like that. haha.
hilarious thought.


anyway, after the games carnival, went town to eat lunch with yunz.
ate swensens!!
bake rice.
my all time favourite.
:) yummy yummy.

and the hot fudge bonza..... split!!!!!
truely mouth-watering.
it's making me sad now. cause i want more!!! :(

after that, we went to buy bra.
am in total need of it.
and soon.. a MAXIMISOR (?)
desperately need it. :(




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 Sunday, October 20 
@ 6:43:00 AM  
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why do i always seem to hate my blog's layout so very much?
but always seem to like my guestbook's one?
mm.. not that it's very nice or what so ever but..
i like it? -raises eyebrown&gives?look-




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just came back from indoor stadium cove.
or whatever it's called.
went oasis to eat. (hate that place but, what the heck, it's still food)
then went to walk around that area..

there was that ice cream..
the same one at far east..
the one made with goat milk??
yes. anyway, bought that.
and refused to let him play those tricks on me.
so i stood there,
with my arms folded, saying "no.no tricks"
since singaporeans are kepo as ever..
they were standing there watching.
i mean, at every one who takes, buys, and get tricked by the man just to get through to the final stage..
+the eating and taking of the ice cream+
it was dam embarrassing by the way..
had to hurry make my way outta the crowd.
and my parents and stupid fengyi was laughing at me!
-hrmpf-
but that's what i've got to do to get ice cream.
or.. that's what i DO to get food.
am i a pig? or pigg? :/ or pig? or pig? or pig? or pig? :[




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games carnival is tomorrow!
don't know why but i'm excited at the thought of it.
but, i'm totally not excited at all!
ok. this is even confusing me.
yes. i REFUSE to wear the class tee anyhows.
and i'm NOT gonna wear it.
-stubbon ass- ain't i?
but, the size is too fucking small!
and i hate small t-shirts!!
hate hate hate with all my might.

so i'm left with 1 other choice..
PE-TEE
it's better that way though..
rather wear that than the toilet cleaning class tee.
:x haha. ok. i feel that way.
and do i give a fuck what others think??
NO. :)


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yesyes. if you're asking me why i'm in carrom??
cause i'm too lazy to play any of the games.
it makes you perspire. and smelly. and dirty. and hot. and sticky..
you get my point.

anyway, i have JOLENE to company me!!
yay! we're the carrom people! haha.
but i'm the reserve. (yes i've said this a million times)
so too bad for you then. :P -pouts out lips-




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faye: is it me of there's something wrong with your tag board? can't leave a message! -boohoo- it writes..

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:( hurry do something!!




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made by Eve

alright !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

now, DON'T LOOK AT ME LIKE THAT ! i didn't answer those Qs on purpose to get that outcome for your own info.


:P :) :D




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"wo xi huan ni. xi huan mi ren dao lian zi ji dou jue de mo ming qi miao. zai wo yan zong kan dao de, zhi you ni yi ke er yi. wo zhi dao wo hen fan, ke shi wo yao ni zhi dao, zhi yao ni pao diao de hua, wo yi ding hui qu zhui. bu guan ren he de fang. jiu suan shi di yu ye hao. bu guan ni bao dao dian ya hai jiao, wo dou yi ding yao zhui dao ni."



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sweet sweet sweet !!! :)




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 Saturday, October 19 
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watching liuxinghuayuan once over again.
just love it!
love jerry yan.. love daomingsi!
such a sweet guy.
have diabetes already..
-melts-


[diabetes = too much sugar (sweet)]
me, melt.
= melted sugar = melted diabetes?


have you ever seen such a sweet guy?
i mean, you don't find any in singapore, don't you?!

haha. sighh..
and this show really makes me think..
a lot.. about stuff..
and it's really affecting my mood. :(



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ok. fuck. i just fell down!
as in.. the exciting part came and i rushed in the rolling chair to the tv!
and i'm sitting with the backing infront of me.
so i fell 'piack!' flat on the floor!!
my knees fucking hurt. :((




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 Friday, October 18 
@ 10:58:00 PM  
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've been working on the layout for so dam fucking long!
but.. i still seem to be lost.
urgh. can just never get this right i tell you..
i'm such an - html idiot -




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fuck.
i just cut myself.
now i have an injured thumb..
-_-




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oh. sa's open house is today.


having headache once again.
am tired.
going for training later.
haven't gone for weeks!
not in the whole of oct.
nono. not even once!
gonna drown. :(
i need someone to save me!!
and fucking saturday has sun!
and my costume mark's just about to go away!
it's half way there! or maybe 3/4!
dammit.




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@ 8:40:00 AM  
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omg! and guess what?! that's my fav cake!
ok. this might be embarrassing but..
i always have that cake no matter what, for my bdae!
love it love it love it! -drools-




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ping came my house today.
watched scarey movie.
totally retarded.
i mean, it's the second time i watched it and it still cracks me up like crazy!!

but didn't get to do much today thoughh.. :(
haii..


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games carnival's on monday!
don't know why i seem to know and when i tell everybody they go, "really?!"
or something like that.

oh! guess what!
i'm in CARROM! (?)
haha. i was in carrom in sec1 too!
but was the team member.
i sucked. but we got into finals cause of annabelle seow (?) and charlene tan

but this year...
i'm the reserve!!!
too lazy to play.
hate it.
hate rushing to whereever i need to go for the next game and not able to finish whatever i'm watching.
haha. yes. and it makes me sweat.
then it'll be dam disgusting. :/
ok. enough said.




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wow! ms jeya just appeared on channel news asia!




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don't get me wrong.. i just liked the pic!!
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friendly? mm..




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i did so many more but my sis just off-ed the comp like that!?
*woosh!*
and it's all GONE! :(
shall go re-do it then.. :(


anyway, mymy,
i'm an INNOCENT KISS!
tsk. told you i was innocent.. -grin-




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innocent%20kiss


Friends Quiz @ Malandi.org






i am sooooo TOO bright!!!! -hrmpf- >Þ




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 Thursday, October 17 
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+ :) +

this has soooo got to be true!! haha. -grinnnnnnn-



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Is your birthday day 24 of the month?

YOUR LIFE
You are very optimistic and that's why you always enjoy life. You are gifted in entertaining others. Your friends love and trust you. You'll be the first they come to when they are in need of someone to speak their heart out.

YOUR LOVE
Sometimes you fall in love just because you want to be in love, not that you really like that person. You always be seen as a sweet couple but you can't really get over your love ones from past. Your partner is usually crazy about you because you are remarkably charming and romantic.



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Is your birthday day 4 of the month?

YOUR LIFE
You usually think before acting which makes your life quite easy. But you often are the one who give yourself a hard time by being paranoid. People might not truly understand you but you are really nice to be around. You are cheerful and friendly.

YOUR LOVE
Still water runs deep, that's what you are. You always surprise others with your new character when you are in love. Your love trap often comes unexpectedly and your love life is full of surprises.





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just for others..


Is your birthday day 1 of the month?

YOUR LIFE
You are very curious and dedicative. When you are interested in something, everything else has to wait. This is your quality. But if you learn to be more patient and complete what you have started, you will be successful in life.

YOUR LOVE
You believe in love at first sight. You won't wait to learn more about the person. Vice versa, people who fail to impress you will hardly get a chance to be your friend. Your emotion is on the extreme. You can only love or hate, nothing in between and this often shows in your expression. Try not to end a relationship in a quarrel.


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Is your birthday day 2 of the month?

YOUR LIFE
You have great common sense but usually fail to follow through. This might happens because you are too busy with your mission and shut yourself from the outside world. You are clever and profound so there's a slight chance for self-control problem.

YOUR LOVE
Your love progress slowly, and quietly. You seem to be contented with your unrequited love. Your are a romantic and loyal lover.


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Is your birthday day 3 of the month?

YOUR LIFE
Although you are innocent and romantic but your expression often mislead others that you are an active, fun loving kid. Because of your double personality, it's hard for others to really know the real you. You are careful and patient.

YOUR LOVE
Your love is the greatest which often surprisesothers. No one can bring you to light when you are in love. Your confidence might lead you to the track your parents disagree.


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Is your birthday day 5 of the month?

YOUR LIFE
Although you are on the quiet side, but you enjoy excitement and changes. Routine is something you cannot stand. Because of your extreme confidence, you hardly ask others for opinion. You believe in leading your own life, and you have got the gift in doing so.

YOUR LOVE
Nothing can stop you from making progress in your love life. Once you are in love, you feel the ownership of your lover. A third party can only makes your jealousy becomes worse.


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Is your birthday day 6 of the month?

YOUR LIFE
You are generous with people in need, sometimes to an extreme that people find you nosey. Your hidden courage and dedication often surprise others. Your imagination is extremely unique.

YOUR LOVE
Your love life is on the smooth track because it grows from friendship. Although you may not make a sweet lover but your sincerity bring happiness to your couple.


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Is your birthday day 7 of the month?

YOUR LIFE
You are sensitive to changes around you but your feeling is hardly expressed. You hate exaggerations. Under your quiet personality, you are rather stubborn and self-centered. These qualities are the force behind your extreme persistence.

YOUR LOVE
You have enormous courage to please your lover. Your relationship often progress quickly.


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Is your birthday day 8 of the month?

YOUR LIFE
You have pleasant and friendly personality. People look up to your wit and imagination. You are unpredictable and hardly complete what you started, which sometimes create negative impact to people around you.

YOUR LOVE
Falling in love becomes your routine. Most of the time, you are lucky. You fascinate people with good taste but you never have enough with one. Although your love progresses very fast, it never lasts.


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Is your birthday day 9 of the month?

YOUR LIFE
You often have problem in promoting yourself, just because you don't know how to express your true self. On the other hand, you don't really care what they think. This is why people misunderstand you until they really get a chance to learn about your pleasant personality. Opposite sex find you mysterious and worth searching. Your wit is remarkable but sometimes you are too fast to follow.

YOUR LOVE
You won't reveal your feeling even after dreaming about the same guy over and over. Your first love lasts forever. You are responsible to the feeling of your lover. The chance to betray your lover is none. You have luck with children.


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Is your birthday day 10 of the month?

YOUR LIFE
You are very capable. If you are a woman, you have high chance to be a renowned workingwoman. If you are a man, your path to fame and honor is near. As an innovator, you are not a good follower. You are good in implementing your imagination and share it with others. You are always well dressed.

YOUR LOVE
You often lose your love ones from being too jealous. You always feel like you own the person you fall in love with and that often blows your relationship.


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Is your birthday day 11 of the month?

YOUR LIFE
You are gracious, elegant and prudent. People admire your qualities and some even become jealous of you. You are realistic, flexible and adaptable. You are remarkably kind and moral person.

YOUR LOVE
You are willing to sacrifice yourself for the one you love. Your lover will always have your gentleness, care and loyalty. You will always be happy to hand around the one you love.


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Is your birthday day 12 of the month?

YOUR LIFE
You are friendly, humorous and full of energy. You are open-minded and do not care for minor details. Your weak point is your hot temper.

YOUR LOVE
You are willing to start off in one-sided love affairs because you strongly believe that you will eventually win his/her heart. On the other hand, once you are together, you always want to do things your way, which is often the fire starter. You usually run in and out of love quickly.


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Is your birthday day 13 of the month?

YOUR LIFE
You are sincere and easy going. Flattering and charming around are not your style. You care so much for freedom that often leads you to the difficult path. Because of your sincerity, most people find you easy to be around although you are sometimes too straightforward.

YOUR LOVE
Your gentleness, care and sincerity make you an attractive person. Even though you don't intend to be charming, but you naturally are, especially in the eyes of opposite sex.


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Is your birthday day 14 of the month?

YOUR LIFE
You are so confident that sometimes you forget about the people around you. If you have to be in one of the two teams, you will choose to be in the winning team. On the other hand, you are kind and caring but above all, you care for your own benefits. Your imagination is unique and often gets implemented shortly after it comes across.

YOUR LOVE
You will not get soft with the one you don't really like, no matter how hard he/she tries. But once you feel for someone you have chosen, there's no getting back.


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Is your birthday day 15 of the month?

YOUR LIFE
You are outgoing and love to be at the center of attention. From the outside, you may seem flashy, flirty, and tricky but your true self is strong, full of hope to be the leader. When you fail to convince someone, you will get frustrated, and perhaps let your temper shows.

YOUR LOVE
You are emotional. Many can win your heart at once, but not for long. This is why you hardly win a decent relationship.


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Is your birthday day 16 of the month?

YOUR LIFE
You always follow the good and the right instead of listening to your heart. Another word, you are a perfectionist. You care for every word people say about you. You often seen isolated while you are, by nature, curious and a dreamer who is ready to get over the edge to make your dream comes true.

YOUR LOVE
You often fall in love with a person who is much different from you, in age and other aspects. Your relationship grows on friendship. Love at first sight is not your style.


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Is your birthday day 17 of the month?

YOUR LIFE
You neither want to be interfered nor have the desire to mess with others' life. But you are friendly and occasionally a party animal. You are always in a circle of friends. You often do things in your own way that occasionally go beyond the acceptable limit. People may find you childish and not very attractive in that sense.

YOUR LOVE
Your fun-loving character attracts opposite sex. Many of those are great.You often find yourself trapped among a few great guys while you have to choose only one.


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Is your birthday day 18 of the month?

YOUR LIFE
At first glance, people think you are quiet type of person. Actually you are cheerful, but conditionally. You will show your joyful character only in good mood. One the other hand, when you are moody, no one would dare to be around. Because of your emotion fluctuation and frank character, some find you hard to be around.

YOUR LOVE
You hardly show your feeling towards opposite sex no matter how much you like him/her. Your partner also has similar character so your love affairs often take quite a while to flourish. Time tells it all. Your sincerity makes you very attractive.


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Is your birthday day 19 of the month?

YOUR LIFE
You are great in managing everything in your life and this is how you gain respect from others. Because of this quality, you sometimes feel that you are better than the rest. Extreme confidence might lead you to the wrong path. You are a free bird and want to lead your own life.

YOUR LOVE
You love life is rather different from others'. When you are in love, nothing can stop you. You may often fight with your partner but, soon after that, you will make up in a way that surprises others.


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Is your birthday day 20 of the month?

YOUR LIFE
You are prudent, circumspect and take things seriously. Before you make any move, you will think of a few alternatives that might take a while. You are patient, imaginative and target oriented. You value friendship more than anything else.

YOUR LOVE
You usually study your partner carefully before making any move. You never demand anything beyond the natural quality of that person. Your sincerity doesn't bring excitement in your love life but it brings deeply grown relationship.


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Is your birthday day 21 of the month?

YOUR LIFE
You are curious and a true follower. You can please someone so much that it seem like you are trying to charm that person. You hide your disagreement under your smiling face. This is a charming quality of yours.

YOUR LOVE
You are quite unlucky in love. You are loved by someone you don't like while your dream man is so far away. Your love life is occasionally under turbulence. Sometimes you don't have the clear view of the guy in your heart.


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Is your birthday day 22 of the month?

YOUR LIFE
You have the boss character, but not a leader. Most people look up to you for your capability and confidence although they find you quite stubborn. You should listen more to others. You are a unique and charming individual.

YOUR LOVE
You hardly take the moderate track. You either love or hate someone. Whom you call friends are the chosen ones. If any of them betray you, you won't let them get away without having hard time.


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Is your birthday day 23 of the month?

YOUR LIFE
You never live your life in the way others want you to. You are an independent individual who loves challenges and excitement. You are ready to face with the result of your decision. You are usually the one your friends count on.

YOUR LOVE
Because you love excitements, you occasionally get involved in forbidden love affairs. You may fall in love with a married person and no one can stop you from making progress. You are very charming, although you might not realize it.


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Is your birthday day 25 of the month?

YOUR LIFE
You are a warrior. No obstacle can stop you from reaching your goal. You always keep yourself busy. This quality plus your responsibility will eventually bring you success.

YOUR LOVE
You adore your partner as the number one priority. You value your love one more than yourself. Your love is the greatest of all and your have potential to get married young.


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Is your birthday day 26 of the month?

YOUR LIFE
You are always curious and responsive to changes. Routine life is not the way you choose to live. Travelling is your favorite hobby because excitement is what you are after.

YOUR LOVE
You will not stand being around the one you dislike. Your love comes and goes quickly. You can be deeply in love but soon after you will be looking around for the next one.


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Is your birthday day 27 of the month?

YOUR LIFE
You are sensitive and vulnerable. Tears often run down your cheeks even when the matter is not that bad. This might be the result from being to pessimistic. You might seem cold on the shell, but your inner self is a kind loving person.

YOUR LOVE
You will be elegantly dressed, no matter how casually dressed your date may be. You are demanding in love and sometimes to an unacceptable extend.


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Is your birthday day 28 of the month?

YOUR LIFE
You are a capable person but you usually underestimate your own ability. This is the cause of missing numbers of opportunity to step forward. If you try to give yourself a chance, you can be successful in life. Try to see things on the bright side and you will be happier than ever.

YOUR LOVE
You are quite unlucky in love. The one in your arm is not the one in your heart. Your love has so many ups and downs. You often chicken out before seeing any progress in love.


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Is your birthday day 29 of the month?

YOUR LIFE
You can trust your sixth sense. Life is exciting so routine job is not your interest. You have great ideas and fantastic imagination. You often feel tired of things and people around you.

YOUR LOVE
You can tell what's in the mind of another person just from looking into his/her eyes. You are paranoid and jealous and these are the cause of fights between you and your lover. Sometimes the thing you believe in is just your imagination.


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Is your birthday day 30 of the month?

YOUR LIFE
You are always surrounded by a circle of friends. You are friendly and fun to be with. Although you occasionally disappoint them by being stubborn, but over all, they love your qualities.

YOUR LOVE
You want to have full control of your love and that's not a nice way to treat your partner. You take your time in saying yes to his wedding proposal or if you are a man, you will not propose anyone until you are certainly confident which might take ages.


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Is your birthday day 31 of the month?

YOUR LIFE
Your emotion is hard to predict. You can be sad this minute and happy in the next. People might find it difficult to follow your emotion and understand you. You tend to take things seriously.

YOUR LOVE
You take your time to study a person before falling in love. Once you decide that he or she is the one, no one can stop you from making progress, even your partner.




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+ yay! +

exams are finally..... over! :D


chinese, yesterday, was dam bad.
but i reallyreally wanna thank all those who've helped me.
thanx a million guys!! (angie! lynntte! yingsheng!) :))

f&n sucked.
and i'm comfirm gonna fail my f&n!
fuck. i'm gonna get kicked out or retained!
fuckfuckfuck. i don't want!! :(

haii.. anyway, lets not think about the bad stuff.
it's only majorly spoiling my mood.


went out with yingzhi the whole day today!
ok. first, we went to lido.
watched MR DEEDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(it's damdamdam sweet, sad, touching... not very humourous though..)
but anyway, teared a whole fucking lot in the cinema.
maybe it's just me.
so embarrassing.
and before we went into the threater,
i saw MELVIN LIEW!
ok. he totally doesn't look very good with clothes on i must say.
but, without them... you can drool your ass off.
but, don't like him. (durh) just my eye-candy! :)

went to mango, (again, as usual).
then walked and walked. and off to cine!
(and on the way i saw jose and stacy)
since we haven't been there in a while.
on our way there, we saw diff, va and huis.
wow. seldom see people.
then later, inside, saw xiaoyun, jaslyn and alicia!
ok. talked to them for a short while..
then.. SERENE! (not our school serene)
wow. was.. in total shock.
too much at one shot. haha.

later, walked around, and round and went to heeren.
saw joanne phua and kisha at 37 dee.
also julia, sylvia, judith and another justice girl.

we were too lazy to take the escalator down so took the cargo lift.
brought us to funny places! haha.
and it was so embarrassing! shan't elaborate on that..
ok. then, we got bored of that place and decided to go suntec!
ok. we went there, and ate gelare!!! -yummy²!-
and bought daisys!
FOR EACH OTHER. haha. but.. yay!
i also bought for serene.
after that, we went explanade.
walked, and walked, and walked, and walked.
and walked, and walked, and walked and walked.
our legs were really about to drop off.
:/

when we reached there, the stupid 8 white, disgusting, scarey, ugly, laughing, no-eyed, retarded man standing on each side of the door! scared the hell out of yingzhi.
got scared afew times myself.
wanted to carve our names somewhere..
but couldn't find!
there were so many fucking cameras!
basket.
anyway, explored like crazy.
sat quite a number of times too.
and we saw...
the CHOCOLATE BOX.
my gosh. like, one choc ball is 1 buck?!
we couldn't afford!! :(
we were so sad.

after that, i walked yingzhi to the mrt.
which we had to pass through city link.
in the underpass from the esplanade leading to city link,
we hugged! in the middle of no where.
pretty ridiculous. but it was my idea. :P
and we walked and went into several shops.
but this time no sitting down.
was beat i tell you..

after that, i went to my bus-stop.
crossed the road wrongly cause was msging then didn't think before i act and ran across the road!!!
then.. fuck.
went over to chimes side. ok. msgmsgmsg then, saw natasha!
haha. wow. she was going to meet her friends.
then crossed back.

since i bought the flower, i decided to pass it to serene today.
couldn't wait.
so delibarately (?) went to the club to pass it to her. :)
jolene was there too. doing gym.
wow. was in there talking to them but..
nah. gym?! i don't really like it. haha.
yea. went so many places today.
my legs are dying............................. :(




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 Tuesday, October 15 
@ 3:54:00 AM  
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+P10+


Q: why do bald men have holes in their pockets?
A: so that they can runnnn through their hair! :D


ok. here's another one..

a few people were on a ladder and it was about to break.
so one of them would have to get off the ladder so it won''t break.
but they couldn't find anyone to do the sacrifice.
so a lady said, "i will.
we women are so used to sacrifising for our husbands and childrens yet get nothing in return."
the men were so touched,
THEY CLAPPED.


i was listening to the radio while studying in the club see..
then thought it was so funny i started laughing to myself.
:/ retardedness.


faye: THE CLOCK!!!! I SAW IT!!!! you...... naughty girl.. tsk. DESTROYED it! haha. quotes and unquotes, "made beautiful" ?!?! ehem. like, no?? haha. :P jk. anyway, why did you come today?! so sad. didn't get to see you!! argh. was at the club!!! :( haha. but at least i got; did some studying. but i were to have stayed at home, i think i'll be totally disturbed by you!! haha. :P and when will you be coming again!? come after my exams yea? which is.. this thurs! but i won't be free anyway.. come next week! hahaha. alright! :D




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 Monday, October 14 
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woke up at 830 today.
so early!! haha. cause i usually wake up at 11, 12.
:P ok. so i haven't started studying at all since i woke up.
:/


AND I HAD A REALLY WEIRD DREAM LAST NIGHT!
dreamt of virn 2 nights in a row! crazy huh.
and i dreamt that yingzhi and i were caught shoplifting!
but it was kinda my fault cause i persuaded her to.
but after we were caught, they brought us somewhere,
for punishment.
and priscilla, the sec4 hockey one,
was there with 2 other people!
mymy. it's dammit weird i tell you..
it's just sososo crazy! haha. it's probably cause of the studying?
haha. doesn't make sense! -hits head-


alright! am going to the club with my sis, later, to study!
to get away from all the distractions!
like, food.. lots of it, and tv, comp, phone..
:P and i'm kind of sick of the club food.
see.. there. i'm safe there.
and later can probably see my friends!
(but then again, i'll get probably get distracted by one of them)..
think they'll be going for training.
all the guys there have already finished their exams!!
-growl-
last saturday, ALL of them, (who went for training that is),
went to the jacusee (dammit. how do you spell that???) and sauna. and back to the j...
cause they had so much freakin` time and were so fucking free!!
-bastards- haha. :P jk.


and i watched the season finale for friends last night!!!!
so funny yet so sad.. and sweet! my gosh..
but i need MORE FRIENDS!
haha. :( wonder what's gonna happen!!!
but i have to wait soo long !! ah.
but at least there's still charmed!! :D
haii.. and ross is just simply so very sweet.
don't remember ever seen him sweet at all in the entire show.
i've practically seen everyone of them.
ask me anything of friends and i think i'll be able to answer you.
Ross wanted to propose to Rachel!
and.. oh. something i just realized. R & R! haha.
anyway, yes.
Monica gave up the name she wanted to name her children (and she thought of it ever since she was 14! -faints- wait. mm..)
yes! and she let Rachel use it!!!
quotes and unquotes..
Monica "it's emma."
Rachel "see.. i don't like it!" -in a sacarsm tone+weeps a lil-
-silence-
Monica "you can have it.."
Rachel " but you love it!"
Monica "yes, i love it. but i love you more"
my gosh. -melts-
sosososoo sweet! i could feel me just going .. aww... and.. -tear- :(
and the other one too.
when Phoebe (or was is Monica?) was standing outside the, baby place, telling Ross she couldn't tell whether the baby looked more like Ross or Rachel.
and Ross said, something like that, "look at her! she's so beautiful.. She's Rachel"
-melts more- :(( such sweet people. can't stand it.




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@ 2:59:00 AM  
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shit. i'm sooo into avril now!
and she's single!
how i wish i could be a guy..
and jio her!!!!
haha. man.. i wish.

but.. i really want to be a guy!
like.. for so many reasons!
like, when you have sex,
you won't be the one in pain..
and you can just run away..
leaving that bitch all alone..
also, you don't have to worry about your weight!
and mens!
and not so much your looks too.
just as long as you have a nice bod,
girls will like you!
okok. -shakes myself-
:/


audio :: avril lavigne - i'm with you




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click

playing it.. can make you fucking pissed! argh.
well, it's 've got me and yingzhi pissed.. TRY IT! haha. :D
-"recommended" by yingzhi-




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+ 2 more down and 2 more to go!!! :D +

finally! ss is OVER! :)
screwed up my last Q.
:( so screwed!!!
haha. ok. and mustmustMUST thank estelle alotalotalot!!!
i think she's got psychic powers or something!!!
last night, she told me to study conflict, because it's short and interesting
ok. she's crazy. but.. and.. it was NEVER SHORT! crazy girl.
anyway, she also told me to study the last two chapters cause i'm in geog.
and it's somewhat related to geog.
and here were the Qs that came out for structured.

2a How important was the government's increased emphasis on R&D in S'pore's industrial restructuring in the late 1970's? Explain your answer. [12]

b "Without the support of the Japanese government, Japan would not have recovered & developed into an industrial power so quickly since the 1960's.". Do you agree? Explain your answer. [13]

3a Explain how important is "divided loyalties" a cause of the conflict between the Protestants and the Cathoics in Northern Ireland. [12]

b "A rich culture and an awareness of shared history have helped to bind the Swiss together in unity". Do you agree? Explain your answer. [13]


can choose either one. and i chose Q3 cause i didn't even read the one on r&d and japan stuff. read abit on the other one. but.. couldn't answer B at all! all i wrote was this...

"i agree to a certain extent."

that's all! ahhh!! :(


and i left the whole last Q for maths BLANK! 6m i think.
and the whole of Q3 which consists of 9m! fuck. :(




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 Sunday, October 13 
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oh yea. btw,

anybody knows when the open house for NY is? and where the hell it is? -hides

if any of you know, please please please let me know! i'll be damdamdam greatful... thanx. :)
dam. and.. it can't possibly be already over right? -bites nails- :z




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ooooo.. this is really cute! like the heart-shaped armadillo. and the orange polka-dotted piglet wearing light blue lipstick! haha. the rest are.. retarded. :P




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vj's open house was yesterday.
lots of people went!
didn't go though..
just heard. :(
yaqi got 17 points! my gosh.
and andrew leong got 6!!!!!!!!!
argh. that gifted ass..
and i just i realized that andrews are smart!
if i have 2 sons,
i'll name oneof them andrew and the other starting with the letter J ! haha. :P
cause i think guys starting with the letter J, are cute; hot; just simply anything good. :D
but some only. only a few particular ones..
heh-heh.
and i think rachel got 6 points too.
and you know chengxun..
he went for asian games and came back like, a week or so before his prelims i think,
and he got a god dam 8 points!
sickening..

the goodies suck. only the paper bag's nice.
even the calander sucks.
and.. yakult?! haha. :P


esplanade opened yesterday..
and there were fireworks!
so strange.. could see and hear from my house!
so noisy..


..watched ziyi's grad cd.
it's dammmmmm dumb. for the sec4s one that is..
the sec5s were the best.
even though there are only 2 classes..
her class one is dam nice!
but it's like, dedicated to her??
haha. her friends also say..
but, she didn't edit it.
so, it's not her fault? or.. whatever lah.


ok. now, back to "studying!" :D




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dam. didn't study at all yesterday!
slept at 10 while watching simpsons with my sis.
and woke up not long ago..
what a pig.
and i don't think i'm gonna study today too!
gonna meet my friend later at.. 6 something?
and, i really doubt we will study. :/
and it's ss and emaths paper!
ss.. haha. no hope.
emaths.. hahaha. dam!




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+ it's like, o my god right. like, o my goddd. like o my god !! +

my friend got a fuckin` 7 for his prelims and he's whinning away.. saying he got a 2 for his english and how bad and how much it sucks! eer.. wow. if i ever get a seven, (like i ever will but, ) i'll be dancing the rest of my life away! bastard.. just making me feel xtra Xtra bad. -busted- :/




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+ boredom, boredom, boredom +




(third finger!) penis.....................




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+ skittes / skit-tees +

hahahaha. that's what yingsheng pronaunces skittles as! hahaha. just cracks me and xiaoyun up. :D




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What number are you?

:D




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+
complete overload
i got so much information here
and nothing i can really grasp
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mm...




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i am? mm...




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+
too bad that you couldn't see see that man that boy could be
+


ahh!
bio and chem tomorrow.
haven't started one bit!
yike!

today's very 33-ish.
for the geog map reading,
the power line was 33v.
and for eng, some funny bridge was 33m or something like that.
and i saw on tv mobile today that the temp will range from 25-33
how coincidental is that!?
haha.
haii.. geog paper was pretty bad for the oil palm.
and it was 9m! wrote only 4 lines.. -beams-
and there was so much left over time today but,
i couldn't sleep! -growls-
ok. enough said. i shall.. go do something else.
eat maybe..
but..
huiyi said i put on weight.
it's probably the number of chocolate etc etc etc i've been eating while i've been studying.
geez. i better cut down.
and it's back to training and gym after the exams!
don't wanna remain fat! geez.
i'll die! :/




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 Sunday, October 6 
@ 2:33:00 AM  
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have eng and amaths paper tomorrow.
tried doing some sums.
still can't really seem to get them right.
:(
feeling so dam fucking dumb.
and i also haven't started studying at all for the rest of the subjects!
the only one i did was chi.
which i can't remember anything anymore?
haii..
am sososo screwed..
i desperately need help.
and, lots of it.




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 Thursday, October 3 
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skipped study session again.
it's nothing but a boring thought to the mind..

to my surprise, (and to the rest of my family)..
ziyi got 14 for her L1R5!
i couldn't believe it. (opps)
but i'm very happy and proud of her!
:)
BUT, she's god damit sad!
like, if i pass, i'll be jumping to the roof! and maybe higher..
and i've been feeling that way for years now already.. :/
o well.. she aims for a 8 or 9.
and so she can go vj. preferbly for the first 3 months too.
she wanted to go ac but now she says the people there suck.
sa is very far and no pool.
aj has no more swim team and, fengyi used to be there so,
it's contaminated. lol.
and cj, she'll never want to enter there.
what a fussy girl!
o well.. manymany swimmers are going vj!
like chengxun, yaqi, rachel,
opps. can't remember who else.
and joanne is already there.
and sining too! and then she can meet hailin..
haha. :P




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@ 2:22:00 AM  
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY !!!
:)




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 Wednesday, October 2 
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everytime i look straight into your eyes
i can't explain this feeling but it's blowing up my mind
the touch of your hands, and the touch of your lips
make the temperature rise, so i know that this is it......

i just can't stop it, i just can't help it
falling in love with you, no matter what i do
so i'm falling in love with you, and baby that's the truth......




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+ yike! +

chenyongming, my chinese teacher, did something awfully weird and scarey today!
it totally freaked char, jo, and i!
cause my penknife was on my table.
and he came over and said "ni na ze ke lai kan she me"
or something like that.
then he took MY penknife,
and SLIT himself!!!
yuck. told him now it's diseased and stuff.
so i broke that blade.
fucking wasted it loh! and all thanx to him!
and later, it started bleeding! yike!
cause it was really sharp!
he's a retardo! -freaks-
but he said he didn't expect it to bleed though..
aiyah. can't really remember. but, still.. ee.. he freaks and irritates the fuck outta me.
fucking bastard. think he hates me anyway. :)




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 Tuesday, October 1 
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+ the boredom of it all +








me? no? mm..




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+ this is pathatic and psychotic +

i thought everything was fine,
and everything would stay that way.
but, it only lasted for a while,
a day or two,
but actually was a week or so..


've already let go


don't know or think it's the right thing but,
sick and tired of controlling. :\

i love you. and i need you so

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+ disappointed +

yike!
that's how i feel about myself right now. :/
but i'm not the only one..
those that know about that thing are disappointed too.
:/
which are only 3 people, excluding me!
(jiang, pau and jose)
actually all ' J ' s but pau extra.
haha. nahh. bleaaaa..
this is bad... !!
:/


and if i continue doing that my mouth will turn really crked and slanted in the near future..
:/
but there i go doing it again..
sheeshkabash. -slaps oneself- :/




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